I'll be handling your appeal!
Suiciding as a security officer only for you to roll for a ghost role (As a mothroach) to inform people about your previous dead body is a breach of the "You don't remember your past life" rule for ghost roles. Not only can this break immersion from roleplay but you are also informing them of something your current role shouldn't have knowledge about.
Seeing as you have tried and improved your roleplay, a vote amongst the admins has been made and we are accepting this appeal.
Please avoid breaking any meta-related rules in the future!