Despair

[reithauky]

be me, Ronald Woodward, syndie deserter
We ask for help, ntr agrees to let us in
We accidently board on the roid, both my mates go first, I wait for the NTR's fax
I receive it and head to them.
It's dark. I hear one of my friend's last breath
I manage to save them and kill their killer
Get their dead bodies to station
Get them to med
While they're being treated I have to explain 7 times to sec that we deserted
I let myself get cuffed so they trust me
We start going to my ship so I can show them the papers validating my right to be here
I hear the cmo say "Are they taken care of yet" in syndie radio
The officers start going into maints
They say "Sorry" as I realise what is happening (last 3 things happened in 8 secs)
I desperately try to run away as their knife hits my throat
I desperately gasp and crawl to the maints exit as they slowly approach me
The door refuses, I have no access
I feel the cold metal of a security gun on my neck
I feel a sudden burn before the cold

[BrickKent]

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