Ban Appeal - WereisWas
Your SS14 Username: WereisWas
Banning Admin's Username: Dimesequal
Role Ban, Server Ban, or Discord Ban: Server Ban
Round ID (if applicable): 15033
Reason for Ban: "Banned for Over-Escalation 4th offense: As a member of the science department. Demanded the RD broke SOP, RD stated no, this escalated to Wereiswas getting fired, upon being fired Wereiswas lured the RD into their office and firebombed them."
What lead up to the ban: During the round I was the roboticist and early on I asked the RD to get the mats from the vault but the RD refused to do so and stated the SOP as their reason, I'd like to point out that the reason for the ban isn't written properly as I never claimed the RD broke SOP. We argued in person and over comms a bit about their refusal to get the vault mats, this of course escalated to me getting fired. When I was fired I began making preparation to firebomb them by making the bombs and getting a firesuit and helmet and I lured them to their office by pretending to apologize about my behavior, I will add that when I was in their office I contemplated on whether or not I would go through with the firebombing and I ultimately decided to do so.
Something similar to this happened in a previous round where I was the robo as well where I was fired for not listening to the RD's orders due to me giving out lathe boards to the crew, later on I found the little group that was using it in maints and I stole the science silo to get back at the RD for firing me and to help out the group, after the RD got the silo back one of the guys in the group offered to help me kill the RD with firebombs and I initially refused but later decided to do.
In that earlier round I was noted for over escalation but it was for stealing the silo and I was told that the firebombing was properly escalated, during the round where I was banned I recalled the previous round where I wasn't noted for firebombing the RD and thought I'd be able to do so in my banning round despite the different circumstances
Why you should be unbanned: While it's not an excuse for my actions, this month and the previous were very rough and stressful for me and it definitely impacted how I played as I usually did so late at night.
If I recall correctly, in the ahelp I did talk about the previous round where I firebombed the RD and was told it was properly escalated and how I misinterpreted it to me believing I'd be able to do so my banning round under the same reasoning as stated earlier in the appeal. I did recognize where I went wrong in my reasoning during the ahelp but of course it was after my offense.
I'd like to call Funky my favorite server as it's the only one I usually played on and whenever I was tempbanned I usually didn't play space station until after the ban was over because I wanted to play Funky as I wasn't that interested in other servers besides Viva. The Viva admins have allowed me to still play on Viva despite my ban under the condition that any rulebreak would be a no tolerance appeal ban, while I haven't played much of the playtests recently because of lowpop and it being early in the morning for me, I haven't been in any trouble on Viva for the time I have played on it since being banned here.
I've also been playing the CMU playtests and have nearly 100 hours on it without getting ahelped about even a potential rulebreak, the closest thing to that was getting DMed by an admin on discord about my actions as an antag during a round but I was told it was just for clarification and that I wasn't in trouble. I am also HRP whitelisted on CMU but admittedly it's not that hard to do so.
Also I'm not sure how to word this exactly but I've overcame what was stressing me out for the past month and am in much better spirits and I'm sure it'll be reflected by my ingame actions.