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I recently rolled blob carrier for the first time, and it got me thinking about how being a blob carrier affects your character. Namely: are they aware they're a Blob Carrier? I'd assume so, since you pretty universally go find an advantageous position for the blob to set up.

Also, if your character is aware they're the Blob Carrier, would it be good RP to "get your affairs in order" per se before you blob out? Ex, leaving a farewell note, leaving important items relating to your job behind, or straight up saying over comms that you're going to be dead soon and to line up a replacement?

Edit: Also! Under the rules about pre-zombified initial infected being allowed to make things more advantageous for them, are Blob Carriers allowed to do the same thing, such as clearing areas out, or critting/killing someone before setting up to get a zombie right off the bat?

I've seen people build walls against the entrances to maints before, so you could do that from what i know.